subconscious motivations journal
I still don't understand my subconscious motivations...
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Friday, April 05, 2002
Last night when I was asleep, I opened my eyes, looked at Mickey and said, "Yes, but that doesn't take into account the earth's tilt. Or the fact that the earth moves independently underneath the pendulum." Then I closed my eyes and continued sleeping.

Sunday, March 31, 2002
I was being tortured and the intention was to eventually kill me. I was put into a very large, deep pool. The water level kept rising. Every time it rose, I had to swim to the bottom and back up to the top again for air. If I became too exhausted I would drown. The pool just kept getting deeper and deeper. A monkey, a chimpanzee I think, was holding a gun on me and would shoot me if I stopped. It was a very malicious monkey. I kept diving down and down and the bottom was becoming further each time and my lungs felt like they would burst...

Saturday, March 16, 2002
Removed. My father convinced me that this dream would make a good screenplay.

Wednesday, February 20, 2002
I was nine months pregnant and going into labor. We were traveling, so we stopped to stay in a hotel but the hotel was so overcrowded that they were putting beds everywhere for people to sleep in. So we ended up in a room that was on the lobby floor, a small conference room or something. I got into this enormous bed with crisp white sheets and it was soooo comfortable. And the entire time all this was going on, Mickey and I were arguing about deconstructionism. So then, they told us they needed our bed and I had to get out of that bed and we had to move on. But the entire time we never stopped talking about deconstructionism...

Wednesday, February 06, 2002
Sherlock Holmes was solving one of his famous cases and I was there with him. I don't think I was Watson because he didn't call me Watson and I don't remember being male. In fact, I think I was just an omniscient entity watching everything. Strange because I haven't read a Sherlock Holmes story in years.

Saturday, December 15, 2001
Dreamt I got a job as a bed model. That is, my job was to lie in the beds and make them look comfortable. I remember being told that I was not allowed to sleep. Instead, I was supposed to roll over sleepily, stretch, and yawn contentedly. Also, Mickey was a professional football player. Very weird.

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